i need to get the hell out of this town, stat.
but to a better place this time please.


the politics are killing me
and the past won't leave me alone
i'm sick







"...listen to how good my life is and how good god is and how awesome of a christian i am and love me with everything you are so i can kill you."












and i'm tired of your praise songs and your joy, stop faking it!
there's no need for that.
this world is hurting so why do we sing about how happy we are?
are we mocking? is that what we as followers of jesus are doing?
and all the while i sit here judging you in tears.






why am i so full of hate?
and all i can do is hate the hate itself.

i'm sorry. i'm so sorry.